Face the music or get out God has not change the rules for man`s weaknesses.
I do not conform to please others
at a price of losing my soul!
You can speak you loved me today but
if you knew how much my mind
reflects upon all things and
I see so much missing in relationships.
I do not see as others do in this area,
but as a few wise ones do!
I was taught to NOT make love with a man
before marriage, a legal binding one!
I prefer one which is not afraid
to show emotions is more for me
not a life with those who cannot express
to me that is not a religion of love.
A religion of fear and filled with man made laws
I am tired to see such say to do this or that,
when they do wrong serving pride and ego
whereas I am serving God my best
than many born into this world!
I will serve Him who created me
as I feel right in this world now,
and this pile of rules and regulations
dictated by men in power struggles.
This is not a sign of God in a religion,
HE is LOVE and peace,
It is easily entreated to all within!
He gives us the willingness
to follow and listen to His Holy laws
His words aren`t twisted to serve a man`s pupose.
I believe love can be expressed in modesty
but not in hiding either!!
This is to be read with a sensitive mind
to the ways of God for His own.
Critical minds or argument seekers abstain
Further more, I am discontinuing
to give lee-way to low minded individuals
on this planet with no regard
for the true laws of God in abstinence!
I refuse to date anyone asking to touch me,
or to speak to me anytime of such proposals;
nextly I serve God in a clean way,
not as an hypocrite way!
As for my body, you say to me
to modify my parts of the body
which aren`t to your desires;
I work on myself since long time now
and some things in life
are not handed to us as we wish,
but is granted in God`s timing only,
and He will delay things as needed
for our own good.
so many men don`t accept my(NO) when said;
they raped me multiple times!
I can`t imagine me to be where
men will abuse me again and again,
the majority (tormented me),
they not respected my wishes!
I am tired to make my needs known to a man,
he should have some common knowledge
how to treat a lady ,
regardless of cultures or differences,
A woman is of honor and of value;
not a product to please men only!
Sadly I need to let go of this conversation
I prefer to stay focused on more positive things instead of men who cannot offer compliments,
can`t see their stresses
and do not know how
to direct it in a balanced way
to help themselves succeed in their goals.